Finally Able

I’m finally able
to say;

she was such an awful
for me.

Little curiosity about my thoughts
and my ways.
The pride and insecurity
to seldom ask about these things,
and very little room
or confidence
to admire or compliment me.
Leaning away,
more often than leaning into
my bids for warmth and affection.

That’s not what I need
to have love.
It just won’t do.

But I remind myself
to think of her humanely.

She’s just not where and
rarely was
anywhere near
where my heart is.

She was never gonna cut it
for the big journey I’m on.

She may figure out a way to
make something work
with someone else.

I hope she does.

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